Saturday, February 11, 2006

josh & jared


i don't think God could have blessed me any more than he has. & is.




















seriously.

i have been learning so much lately,
my heart is changing & growing. i have gained a lot of knowledge about so many things lately, just through knowing these awesome brothers, & being able to call them my best friends. they just make my heart so happy, & i can always count on them, because they never let me down... & are always there when i need them for totally anything... to come in my room - when i'm rolling around on the floor in tears from unbearable abdomonal pain and lying their hands on my tummy & praying for a longgg time & making it feel so much better, to beat up a jerky boy, or wipe away a tear over something dumb, or to say a few encouraging words such as, "you look very beautiful this morning, jessi". i don't know where i would be at without them... i do know, however, that i wouldn't be who i am today.



josh has the most beautiful heart. he wants to lead worship & fly his airplanes, and his heart is 1000% in it. (yes, one thousand!) he is so devoted to knowing God and growing deeper with him, & i just pray every day for a heart like his.





then there's jear bear. haha. he has so much life and so much joy in his soul, & that is also something that i love & thank God for every day. he is the life of the party... always. =)








I'm so ready for life. I've been so dead for so long... spiritually, physically, & emotionally drained. i'm ready to start living again... & i'm almost there. these two stunning & studly boys have definatley rolled the process along much quicker, however. =)



Jesus is about to do some really incredible things....

I feel it in my fingertips.

"when the oceans' rise and thunder rolls, i will soar with you above the storm. Father, you are king over the flood... i will be still!!!... & know you are God!!!"