Wednesday, October 26, 2005

my presh is a miracle..

My cousin got a new liver Friday afternoon.
She is a walking, breathing miracle.
Wow.. God is so good... His faithfullness is indescribable.
It's so tear jerking to lye in the hospital bed beside my hannah bannana, with her not being able to say a word because of her breathing tube... & having her sign the words "I love you so much, jessy".
... i can't even explain.

Pray for the poor fourteen year old boy, Tyler's, family... & the heartache they must be struggling with.
...& pray for hannah, please. There have been a few complications along the way, she could be alot better - but at the same time, she could be a whole lot worse.


The Atlantic was born today,
& i'll tell you how.
The Sky above.... it opened up.
& let it all out.
as i'm staring at my shoes...
in the ICU...
there's no comfort here, in this waiting room.
just nervous pacers - bracing for bad news.
when the nurse comes round, everybody will lift their heads.

wondering what could possibly happen next.
Amongst the vending machines & year old magazines
is a place made for saying goodbye.
and i looked around

at all the eyes on the ground
as the tv entertained itself

but not today..not now.



no goodbyes.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

this is neat...

well, jordan showed me this.
and i like it. =) a lot.
it's like an adult version of xanga... kind of sweet.

no one will probably ever read it, but thats quite alright. i already have about 239487 internet sites, why not one more?

I'm listening to the afters right now.

wait...
i can hardly wait to look into your face when the world dissapears into your eyes.
wait,
i can hardly wait to hear your sweet voice say, "you've done well, my good & faithful son".
Breathe..
i can hardly breathe in anticipation waiting for the day to come, when you will shine on me.

Wait, i can hardly wait... to bow down at your feet.. kiss the scars that bore my sins away.
breathe, i can hardly breathe in anticiptaion waiting for the day to come,
when you will shine on me.....

shine on me.
shine on me.

how could you walk when you went down that dusty street?
how could you speak when all of your friends checked out?
how could you look after the great betrayel?
how could you reach out when they nailed you down?




the world needs to hear this song.

have a lovely evening.
really.

God bless your beautiful face... all of you who read this... hah.

+jessica evelyn